So this morning i called my dad and asked him if i could borrow some money so we could get our family portraits done and there was a certain gift i wanted to get my mom. At first he asked questions and he basically told me no bc him and mom have too many pix of LT as it is, so i was like ok what ever, and he said that my gift idea for mom wasnt a very good one cuz it was "too much money" which its not cuz of my discount but once again WHATEVER! So then he starts getting on my case about christmas is the worse time for me to not have money or something along those lines. Then he says to me " remember when you and tony had money and you got me that really nice gps for my computer?" I said yea i remember, and he was like " its nice to have money to buy nice gifts aint it" or something like that and he finishes his sentence with "thats why you should get a better job or get a second job" then he told me what he got mom and how much he spent on her so far, and i was like wow thats alot and he says yea ive been saving up for it." then he goes into this conversation "see if you guys wouldve moved in with us instead of getting that house you could have money for christmas" After he said that i was OMG here we go again! So i basically bit my tongue so i wouldnt go off on him. After all these years i thought it was the thought that counted not the price??? And if my gifts suck so bad why couldnt anybody just tell me? Now i feel like shit and i dont want to even go over there for christmas bc i dont wanna be embarrassed cuz my gifts are cheap and they spend a shit load on us. I dont want anything from them for xmas cuz i dont want it thrown back in my face, im not gunna look like a loser! And y must i get scolded for not moving in with my mom! Im sorry but im not gunna move all three of us into a house that is already occupied. I like having my own privacy! Our only privacy there would be that tiny ass bedroom!! and I refuse to share a room with LT! He snores and he wakes up if he hears us move and he makes sure we are awake and if were not he will wake us up! Its just not convenient! yea we will save money but being told what to do everyday? Not worth it! I love my parents to death but damn! Let me live my life! Im sure their parents didnt agree with how they lived their lives and they still managed to do it! Hell they dont even speak to anybody in their family! Im thinking after christmas we are going to be jahovas witness' so that way i dont have to deal with christmas stress!! Hmm that totally sounds like a "doer" lol! Speakin of christmas the other day we got bored and put our tree up, i figured well they are already playing xmas music at my work might as well get the house feeling festive but me feeling festive went down the drain today!! Hopefully shit gets better if not im gunna have to admit myself into a looney bin!!!
On the 7th of November we finally moved into the house! We werent planning on moving until february but our lovely neighbors that moved above us helped make our decision! We really love the house! its a three bedroom one bath, huge kitchen huge dining room. It has a HUGE back yard!! And its $100 cheaper than the apartment! I love how we have so much space now and we have a nice backyard for LT and Abbi!
this is our dining room, its much bigger but i couldnt fit all of it in the camera
this is the view when you first walk in the door
