another friggin day in slutona beach

drama still lingers in the air. I havent spoken to tonys family since saturday night and i dont plan on ever talking to them EVER. So now im thinking alot about how great our life will be when we move over by my family. Itll be great except for I know tonys going to want to visit his family and stay weekends with them just like what we are doing now with my family. This is the part im dreading...I of all people dont want to stay with his family idc if its for one night i refuse to do it. I just hope that he understands where im coming from! I dont expect him to disown his family bc his sister is a toothless bitch face but she tends to get everybody wrapped around her fingers. Shell be the favorite child bc tony moved away and heaven forbid we stay a weekend and her spot from number one goes back down to number two. Shes a needy bitch and if no one is catering to her needs all hell breaks loose! Especially when xmas time comes around OMG bc she will be there for the family dinner and what not, so it looks like im staying with my parents while he goes to see his family for xmas. I will probably have to remind him why i dont want to be around his family and i hope he understands! ah this is all mind boggling! but anyways im looking forward to going to my moms house this weekend. My dads picking me up on friday and we arent leaving until the last second on monday lol. I already know i wont want to come back bc the freedom away from his family will feel so awesomely great that ill want to stay lol. Oh well im gunna eat some ramen noodles YUMMY!

Drama seems to find its way...to me!!

My god im so over everything here in daytona. Have you ever wanted to just run away and curl up in a ball and just prey that things were different? Thats how i feel right now sort of. Ok so heres the scoop. Tonys sisters bestfriend (ashley) is a whore. I apologized to her like six months ago for judging her based on her lifestyle. well we were all cool then one day she starts feeling up on tony! And shes obsessed with him. shes always at the family gatherings and she takes like nine bazillion pictures of just tony- and some with her in them. Tony said something to amanda bc i didnt want to start drama and well drama started. Tony said something to his mom and his mom dis-invited ashley to the huge easter party. Amanda was extremely upset and was a bitch to me the whole time. Now shes saying that i need to get the fuck over it and blah blah blah and now whore bag is wanting to kick my ass. OK HOW THE FUCK AM I IN THE WRONG? IM NOT THE NASTY FUCKING CUNT FEELING UP SOMEONE ELSES MAN! if it would happen to amanda she would want the whole fucking world collapse! But for once its not all about amanda and she cant stand it! And im so over her! I dont EVER want to see her again or speak to her again. shes a fucking bitch in my book and i hope tony gets a job in tampa so we can move away from all this stupid bullshit! How the hell does amanda figure im trying to come in between them? They have ABSOLUTELY nothing i want! What could i want that they have? Government housing? FUCK NO!, 13 abortions? HAHA NOT SO MUCH! Aids, Gonorrhea, Herpes? AND AGAIN NOT SO MUCH! fuck you stupid lame ass bitches and your nasty STDS!! Im out!

LTs 18 months old!!

so im really sad that in six more months LT is going to be 2!! where did time go?? It seems like just yesterday he was learning to crawl! So this month we are buying a potty chair and we are giong to start the training process. Dr. Jeanty says to get him familiar with the potty chair but not to force him into using it. Hopefully things go smoothly! Yesterday we got his 18 month/ easter pix done and it was hilarious!! he loved the bunny! he jumped on its back and was pulling its tail then when his session was over he grabbed the bunnies hand and was pulling her over to a chair so he could sit by her lol. It was funny!

isnt his shirt the cutest??